all i can think about is last night... and it's all i wish i could forget.

i hate boys. i hate myself. i hate my job. i hate this.

hate=everything i know.

im losing my mind.

i quit.

i quit.

i quit, i quit, i quit.

Last night I quit smoking. UGH.

( not someday, today. )

I sat there and got to thinking ( Read more... )

OKAY. so youre going to comment,but you dont have the balls to announce yourself. yeah youre a fucking winner. oh and ps, if you dont like what I write, then dont fucking read it.

ANYWAY

So we're about to get this party started and I'm excited! haha peace out loves.

YEAH. Fuck you lance. yes I said it. and CArl? go ahead and fucking relay this to him just like you did the last time.

YES I called you a piece of shit.
YES I am very fucking pissed off at you.
NO I am not sorry.

Oh, and PS? I CANT WAIT for you to fucking move home for the summer. peace the fuck out.

ghad I love fighting with roomates.

I finally got to see James last night.... but of course I was drunk as shit and i don't remember why i came home and went back to joels... i think i wanted a ciggarette or something stupid. haha. nice. I remember getting back to joels just fine, but after that it's pretty blurry and I dont know how i slept where I did... let alone the fact i dont ( Read more... )

So here I am... a quarter past noon and I've already recieved 3 drunken phone calls since nine thirty this morning when I arrived at work. Hopefully I won't be here all day and I'll be soon getting my drink on in the company of the rest of the free world. The biggest lush in the world is choosing to be at work on a beautiful friday morning. Windy, ( Read more... )

Seems to be that's all I am these days.

a disappointment.

a burden on society.

basically a worthless bitch.and nonetheless, a poor college student who can't afford to feed her cats, let alone her self ( Read more... )

( you'llbehookingmeuptoaventilatorsomeday )