september never stays this cold
where i come from
and you know
i'm not one for complaining
but i love the way you'd roll
excuses off the tip of your tongue
as i slowly fall apart

"you're killing me" psh! YOU're killing ME.

let's go back to may. 
i miss may.
may was the best month of my life so far.
everything was perfect in may.

i hate college for ruining my life.

things are slowly improving. every weekend night is such a shitshow. i woke up this morning with an empty pizza box on my floor, some empty cans of miller high life, and boondock saints on my tv. when did i turn into a man? ha whatev, love it. i'm going to boston for columbus day to see kelsey, donna, and blair. i'm soo excited. i miss them so much ( Read more... )

sooo i'm at fairfield. i guess its good so far. could definitely be worse. its a weird feeling though. i don't miss home, and i don't even really miss my friends, but i don't love being here either. this doesn't feel like home to me. i keep thinking to myself, "when is this gonna be over?" but its not gonna be over for the next four years. don't ( Read more... )

i'm 18 today! yay!

yesterday was two weeks until i move into school. this is rediculous. so many people are leaving on friday. i can't even believe it. where did all the time go? i'm turning 18 on friday, and nine days later i'm moving out of my house. excuse me, what??? it hasn't hit me fully, but i think it will when i start to actually pack up all my shit. i'm ( Read more... )

wow. tonight was incredibly emotional in multiple ways.
first of all, i said my first college goodbye. this is finally here. its really happening now. i don't feel ready. i wish the best of luck to all my babies :) i have such great faith in all of you. --its hard to comprehend that these four years are over. i have vivid memories from the very ( Read more... )

hmm so i'm kind of wishing i went to oar tonight. well if i were healthy enough to drink myself retarded, which i'm not. so its okay that i didn't go.

i got my housing assignment. i'm in a forced triple.. not too happy about that, but i guess we'll make it work.  since i got my housing info i've actually gotten a little less excited. idk this is ( Read more... )

i'm gonna be 18 two weeks from tomorrow! i'm moving into college in 24 days! where did all the time go?? when did i grow up??

i dont know how i feel about my last post... i am not going to retract it, but please take it with a grain of salt. i have been locked in my house for 6 days. i get bored and lonely.

prissy x martini (1:18:54 AM): i firmly believe that at this time in our lives right before college and the biggest emotional change we are about to endure that ( Read more... )