maybe this isn't okay ( Read more... )

day four of being really sick.. if this could end soon that would be fantastic. i haven't eaten anything but jello in four days and even that hurts now, swallowing water hurts. the fever is breaking which is really good, so i do feel a bit better. buuuut my throat has just gotten more and more swollen to the point that it is almost closed. i'd ( Read more... )

i'm sick. this sucks. my whole body aches. i can barely open my eyes. my throat is closing. and i have a fever. FANTASTIC.

dmb weekend is officially over. i have to say i was slightly disappointed this year. the set lists were okay, but they were missing some things that i had expected to hear, such as ALL ALONG THE WATCHTOWER. but i heard some of my favs like satellite, crash, #41, when the world ends, grey street, etc etc.  tailgating was fun as always. pretty drunk ( Read more... )

my life is a mess. i have no idea what i want anymore. i have been drinking for 8 days straight now and tonight will obviously be 9. this is not really me. not that i don't love to party etc etc but i don't usually drink this much this frequently. and i have basically done nothing else. oh well, tonight will be the last night of this spree and i ( Read more... )

saturday someone hit my car in the parking lot at my hair salon. fantastic.

today i was driving my brother's car and i rear ended someone. perfect.

seriously this sucks.

things have been good. i'm pretty happy right now ( Read more... )

i've been thinking about school and what i'm going to miss, etc etc. and honestly, there are about 4 people whom its going to break my heart to leave. two of them are here to stay, no doubt. there is no question that donna and i will be best friends forever, mainly because no one else is as crazy as us.  kelsey and i have been friends since we were ( Read more... )

mike had a fantastic show tonight. i hadn't heard him play in so long. it was really awesome to go see him tonight.
i had multiple encounters with people whom i had not seen in a very very long time. mainly awkward meetings.
i just felt uncomfortable being in the same place as all these people whom i had just run into for the first time in years, ( Read more... )

sooo getting crunk on the beach for another night, this time with margaritas, is basically amazing. 
summer is certainly getting better. everything is getting better. buuuuut sometimes i wish nothing had changed.
oh well. what can you do? i'm just trying to make the best of it i guess.
i'm getting really excited for dave matthews. dave is absolutely ( Read more... )