last night consisted of fantastic wine on the beach, fireworks, swings, loosing my phone while peeing on the rocks, sketchy 20 year old boys giving me free beer, miraculously finding my phone, going to the sketchy boys' party, sipping a mystery drink and then feeling really dumb afterwords, and lots of irish lovin. what a fabulous night! looks like ( Read more... )

this is harder than i thought.

i hate college so much. its taken away the one thing i care about more than anything. how could i want to go now?
i guess i'll go cry some more... great.

One last kiss, one only
Then I'll let you go
Hard for you
I've fallen
But you can't break my fall
I'm broken, don't break me
When I hit the ground

Some devil some angel
Has got me to the bones
You ( Read more... )

okay so i don't want to go to college.  i had a horrible time at orientation.  i was really hoping that orientation would make me excited to go to school, but now i'm just completely dreading it.  this sucks. and this summer sucks. i just wanna be away from everyone (well, alost everyone..) for a little while. i wish i was back in california.

unable to sleep. orientation tomorrow.

Best, Worst, Last, First, Today, Tomorrow,
Favorites, Currently, and True & False.

Best
1. Male friend: rich
2. Female friend: donna
3. Vacation: california

Worst
1. Time of day: early morning
2. Day of the Week: monday
3. Food: hm not sure
4. Memory: dislocating my elbow

Last
1. Person you saw: rich
2. Talked to on the ( Read more... )

i feel like my life has been very chaotic since my return from california. i just started a new job. i'm missing dynamite big time, but this isn't too bad. i think it will just keep getting better. some people who have been acting pretty odd for about 3 months now are back to normal which is amazing. maybe everyone is coming around and realizing ( Read more... )

home from california. it was an amazing trip. a great mix of family and fun. my baby cousin is absolutely amazing.


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graduation came and went. high school came and went. this is a strange feeling. it hasn't really hit me yet. i don't think it will until i leave for school. yeahhhhh leaving for school is gonna be fun. if i cry because i'm going to california for a week, i can't imagine what its going to be like to leave for college. i balled last year when dean ( Read more... )

here's to the nights we felt alive
here's to the tears we knew we'd cry
here's to goodbye
tomorrow's gonna come too soon.

so graduation is tomorrow. its 12 hours away. in 12 hours this is all going to be over.
its so surreal. it still hasn't really hit me. i'm never going to be in that cafeteria again.
i'm never going to be in that chapel again. after ( Read more... )

maybe my heart told your heart it had a parking place outside
or that we both like taking walks & doing things at night
maybe our hearts have the same favorite color and found each other that way
or maybe it was because they both like sunshine best
and always tell the summer to stay
maybe your heart sent my heart a secret message that said:
"I've been ( Read more... )