I am not putting this behind a cut and I know that some of you don't know. But I need to put this down. I am having a really rough time today. It is quiet at work so my mind likes to go into overdrive and reasoning goes out the window and grief steps up. So here it goes ( Read more... )

I am having some mixed feelings about going to see my dad tonight. I know that I promised to go over there everyother Monday, but I don't know if my emotions can take it today. I don't know which dad I am going to get. I got yelled at yesterday because I sent him a text response when he wanted a phone call. Did I know that? No I did not. He said ( Read more... )

So I don't remember how to do the cut, so if you don't want to read this as it may get personal, go ahead and move along ( Read more... )

Okay...I am going to try and get this out as fast as I can as the dream is fading. It will be kind of sporadic because it is the pieces I remember ( Read more... )

Hi.....hello.....how are you? I am here. And that is all I can ask for right now. I realized I haven't been on here in months. And I really don't expect to be on here a lot in the first place. I have just realized that I may need an outlet. There are a lot of things going on in my life and I really think I need to write my thoughts down somewhere ( Read more... )

That is all. Really don't have time to post. Really shouldn't be doing this right now as I should be doing my homework. I am alive, I am working through some things. I am a tired 28 year old who just wants things to work. I love and miss you all.

Going to make this pretty quick because I have a meeting at 3. Took me a bit to get at least a couple days caught up with stuff. However, it seems that I am completely out of the loop. Even though I am on Facebook too, I don't know about any goings on (example: people coming to KC for the weekend). Oh well, I guess if they wanted me to know they ( Read more... )

Sitting at my sewing table...watching Star Trek with my husband. I am getting sleepy and should probably go to bed. I got most of Rose's dress done so that she can try it on at practice. I should probably finish hemming my dress. But I just don't think I can concentrate enough to recall what I am doing. I must remember to bring the dresses and the ( Read more... )

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It's been about 5 months. I didn't even realize until I looked at my past post and realized it was in September 2009. I just needee to get away for a bit. There was too much drama and craziness going on and it was affecting my life. Not to say I don't love you all. I just needed to get away as we all do ( Read more... )