Ten minutes to downtown is ten minutes too far ( Read more... )

Here we go again...

Happiness will never find me.

So here I am ( Read more... )

I haven't been this stressed out in a while. I always put things off until the last minute and then cause myself to panic when I have to deal with it all at once. When will I learn ( Read more... )

I hate to sound like I'm judging anyone, but...

Getting drunk is stupid.
Getting high is stupid.
Smoking cigarettes and hurting your own lungs
and those of everyone around you is stupid.

If you abuse alcohol and/or drugs, you are less than the dirt on my shoe.

I will be straight edge until I'm dead.

Fuck.

It's so strange that lately I've found myself falling back into a routine that I thought I left pretty far back in my teens. Staying up late drinking soda, playing around on the internet, and watching awful amounts of television. Oh well...15, 22, what's the difference ( Read more... )

Every time things seem like they couldn't be worse, a few months and a little patience will show you that they could, and that for once they aren't.

Be thankful for everything you have.

Waking up and being able to experience another day in the hell this world can be is still somehow a blessing.

Fuck my selfishness.

It's strange how every time things are going well for me, I get this overwhelming feeling that it's only temporary, and that I should prepare for the worst. I wish I knew what that meant.

For all I know it could say a lot about who I really am and some of the things I dealt with growing up.

Or I could just be a pussy, as always.

Fuck.

I feel like all I do now is work.

It's nice to finally have a routine, and it's nice to have money, so I wouldn't say I'm complaining. I guess what I'm getting at is that I feel like this isn't what I'm supposed to be doing. I feel like there are things my youth needs way more than money or stability.

I want to be on tour.

Going to work...

HOLY SHIT!
I'm such a pussy.