Well, a lot has happened since the last time I posted on here ( Read more... )

October leaves on massachusetts' trees ( Read more... )

Still alive.

I'm in Alabama right now. After laundry it will be bro out time.

Choices Made, American Black Lung, Jason Cimon, Karma Elektra = Saturday, February 9th.

Come hang out!

I've come to the conclusion that I'm pathetic.
I often wonder if the way I feel is normal anymore.
Yet I still find a way to love myself very much.

We could have been something beautiful, and I do know that for sure.

That empty feeling is still there.

Honestly, I have no idea.

I haven't been sure of anything in so long...only brief periods where I thought I might be. Maybe thats just normal and I have high expectations? Maybe.

It's so weird to me that this year is almost over.

I just looked at pictures of Choices Made from California. Haha.

Here's one:


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I guess what it boils down to is that I should be used to this by now.

What can I say? I'm discouraged again, and I feel like crap.

It's a good thing I don't work today, I'd probably bite someones head off.

As I sit and write these words ( Read more... )

I need to be a man and admit some things ( Read more... )

I wasn't born to lose at life.

It's a recurring pattern in my life to stumble upon happiness, find balance, and then have it all blow up in my face.

I don't think I'll ever understand.

I do not exist, only you exist.