Do we take drugs to get high? or just not to feel? Do we cut because we need to? Or do we cut because we have to? What is the difference? Have we become such a society that people are willing to hurt and ultimatly kill themselves not to feel? To get away from it? To tell the truth I'm scared, because if we're not there already, we're heading ( Read more... )

yeah so today this guy contacted my on AIM,he started bing really mean and rude ( Read more... )

one picture, don't click if you don't want to see blood.
i was going to go out and sit ontop of my car in the rain and listen to music after i did this, but it looks like it stopped raining.. damn, it better start up again.
it's been two weeks and not one whole dry day.
( the only way i feel beautiful )

'i realized we had to break up when i was picturing her when we were laying together ( Read more... )

I haven't posted here in a while...just haven't had much to say ( Read more... )

Ok, so i finally have something to post here after months of inactivity ( Read more... )

I am so glad I could aid you in your anger by trying to help. I am so glad I could be that much of a useless person to anyone that even the word try gets you all mad. Please, no wait, don't listen just let it all out on the person who herself just got home, and doesn't have a clue what is going on. How about this.... You talk to the person or ( Read more... )

i've never posted on here, it seems strange to be able to talk about it. i'm 20 when i was in high school i used to cut, untill my mum found out and we worked though it. i ince i've had one or two moments where i needed to but its been about a year and a half, and today it just got to much, i just feelt so stupid and alone that i used an old ( Read more... )

it happened at school. i needed to so bad ( Read more... )

Some people are just meant to be miserable for the rest of their lifes. I doubt I will ever truly be happy. Not the, "I need a significant other to be happy"...more of a "i need to be happy with myself" and can't. The truth is...I like being miserable. I like not having to share my feelings with my friends or feel obligated to express myself to ( Read more... )