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 uhm i found my photo stuff.
well, i didnt find it..
i asked the girl whos locker i keep it in, i asked her if she saw it, and i guess she gave it to someone else thinking it was theirs.. even though my name was on it.. but   w h a t e v v v   the point is i have it.

things alwaysss get worse before they get better.

yesterday was nice.
i got tabbi, we ate pizza & made cupcakes.
went to the taent show, took pictures at this beautiful cemetary, and ate ice cream.
and i have a new respect for her friend Karlee. like, a big respect.
but the thing is, of everything i heard yesterday, it bothers me most that they tested each other.
because he never was willing to text me ( Read more... )

please dontt pay attention to my last entry.
i wasnt me when i wrote it.
i had an ugly personality last night so of course, my face was anything but beautiful when i woke up this morning.
karma? yeah.

anyways, i might not have to go to school next year.
shepherd hill anyways. or rather, high school in general.
i was really excited about that but when i ( Read more... )

You know those myspace bulletins that are like "tenthings about secret people, don't tell, blah blah" well, this is almost like that.
I'm writing something for every person on my friends list.
you can guess yourself if you want.
but it doesen't matter.
some will be obvious some won't,
and if i really dont want to admit which is yours i might not. 
i just ( Read more... )

i love love love being alive
especially when living is like this.

I don't really miss who daniel has become ( Read more... )

 well yesterday was the most laughs i've laughed for a long long LONG time ( Read more... )

I'm goi ng on a picnic with my mom today.
im happy right now. but i dont feel like its real.

last night as i tried to sleep i hated everyone.
i was overcome with jealousy.
about everyone.
besides jen, jan, and karen, there's things that make me want to hate each and every one of you.
i hate hate HATE myself for thinking them.
but i thought them last night ( Read more... )