9 letdowns in two days.

somehow, im still happy though.

even though sometimes, im not.

 not much to say except

things are okay now.
and kadynce is the cutest little girl i know.
i hate some of my friends
and it makes me sad because i really dont.
i love my job
but i work way too much.
im so sick of being single,
but i really don't want anyone anyways.
not anyoen i'd have a chance with, anyhow.

summer is nice :]

I'm j ust so excited about life.
today i was so happy.
i was so awake so alive
its this spring fever, im telling you.

yesterday i talked to a girl i never ever talk to.
and today i was so bubbly and aware
and im so excited.

i cant waittttt to be like this all the time.

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you know  that feeling in the pit of your stomach,
where everything is wrong, and you hate being in your own skin.
and just BEING that one other person, for one moment, would be worth it?

im feeling it and i dont like it.

if i could be you, i would take full advantage of being treated like i mattered again.

today i was so tired.
im going over chad & kias tonight for a bit.
i miss them.

i  can't   w a i t   for  summer ; ;
and i can't wait to feel   a l i v e   again.

i miss going over chad & nikkia's house.
DEFINATLY making plans for next week.

&& can i just say i LOVE how no matter how angry i get matt & chad always make me laugh?

jenny & karen & myself went to the movies
and there was a cute boy there
and he gave me popcorn
and now i wish i knew him haha.

we saw 21, it was great, go watch it, the end.

ive updated like  five times today becausemy mind is racing. so to be nice, im depeting them all & putting them all here.

You know how in the movies, girls get crushes on guys that they think are WAY out of their league, and when the guy knows their name they get all excited?
i always thought that was so stupid. like completly.
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i visited trevor
ran into amber
apperantly shes 2 months prego?

visited auntie
saw my old neighborhood
and tye-dyed today.

it was a nice day.