i spent over 2 hours straigt in the library today because of stupid mcas.
3 whole classes-
two of which, guess who else was in there.
it sucked.

um my room is cleaner then i've seen it in days and i loveeee it
im nottt closing tonight, so im wicked happy about that
nothing else is new.

i got the best best best

me- thank you for calling papa ginos, i'm sorry we are closed.
them- so i can't get a big cheesey meal?
me- no, you can't.
them- well i want to speak to Gino.
me- *kind of laughing a little* there's nobody by that name here.
them- whats the name of the place youre in?
me- *squeaky, cause i'm lauging* papa ginos.
them- well then, ( Read more... )

 last night was wicked fun ( Read more... )

 the thing i hate about being nosey,
is sometimes you find out things that you didnt need to.

my heart would have been a LOT better if i hadn't read what i just read.

 nothing has happened since i last wrote.
I found out thatnasty words about me are spewing out of a mouth of  someone who 'doesen't care about me'.
and it should make me happier that theyre thinking fo mebut, it doesen,t of course, it just makes me insecure.
critisisims about the tiniest things that nobody else notices.
its like a camera is on me, all ( Read more... )

 today was fun
but i lost my atm card

i chilled with tabbi
and got donnie a new notebook.
and one for me too.
and food at applebees
and gas for the car
and now im just really sad
because i lost my atm card.

and i really hate not having it.
whenever im okay somehting always brings me down.

 i got (new) sixes
:] ima try & fit them through again

 
so i was on the phone with my mom & somehow we came to this.

mom- so are you? gay?
me- i like boys.
mom- but you like girls, too?
me- mhm.
mom- well, thats okay. im sorry if i didnt seem okay with it before.
me- yeah, you didn't.
mom- well, i thought you were just doing it to spite me, to hurt me.
me- no. i can't help who i like
mom- well i have a ton of ( Read more... )

only Leo could kill the excitment of getting a raise..
by telling me i was supposed to get MORE than i did.
it was supposed to be 50 cents not 25.
which i know big deal but still. 
it happened to Ian, and Thio, and now my turnnn.
im still wicked happy i got one though.
i just wish i didnt know it was supposed to be more.

&& last night i FINALLY flipped ( Read more... )

im so not a nice person ( Read more... )