I realized that I am motivated by fear. I never feel safe so everything I do is done in an effort to feel safe. That is the root of the motivations.. they then become more complicated. Fear for me feels like a wild horse that you are trying to tame. You can never tame fear by trying to control fear. Let fear be. Imagine the wild horse before you ( Read more... )

Time takes a cigarette, puts it in your mouth ( Read more... )

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I never want to leave my bed again.. but i can pretend to study there so its okay.

I can't focus.. i need to have this essay done by 11:30am tomorrow.. i've done one paragraph and all the notes and bibliography.. but fuck my brain won't work. Last night was weird.. i got a little too high and went out with johnny to mod night at babylon. Weed seems to have a strong effect on me and it intensified being surrounded by so many (hot ( Read more... )

My dealer said weed is medicine. It makes me feel happy to be alive and content with my own death.. because all i do is look at the sun and clouds and i know that i am nothing.. but i need the sun to exist. We should worship the sun not god. We shoulden't worship anything really. Well there is no should and shoulden't really.. just mind matter and ( Read more... )

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There's a space man in my basement ( Read more... )

http://www.fat-pie.com/salad.htm

i was introduced to salad fingers.

when i start cleaning i realise how disgusting everything is.. so much dust. it took me about an hour to put on my new bike lock.. its still in a bad spot but my bike is weird.. and yeah when i was going through the tool box i FOUND THE SPARE FUCKING KEY FOR MY OLD LOCK!!! ..now alice these things happen ( Read more... )