So, I think I'm going to start my own series on YouTube. I have had an account for years and I've been wanting to do this for some time now. I know how to make videos and have some on my computer. I like to talk.... a lot. I come up with some epic shit. (Yes, shit can be epic!!!) So why not?

My question is this: If I were to make a series on YouTube ( Read more... )

For once, I appreciate the snow. The last time the college closed was Valentine's Day two years ago. I was stuck in my room without food and the DH wasn't functioning so I starved that day. Lol ( Read more... )

22 feels like the 12 year old laying under her bed planning her escape ( Read more... )

Don't wish me a happy birthday. Today is just another day. I have two classes, work, and I'm running my experiment. I may have a meeting to work on my poster. Anything but to think about my birthday. I've been trying to be sure that I'll be busy and not be able to think about it ( Read more... )

So I said that I didn't want to go to Birthday Ball. I think I made the right decision by going. However, I want to address how pathetic my life is... Once again because I don't think anyone could be anymore pitiful than me ( Read more... )

I've got racing thoughts. They don't stop no matter how much I know I need to sleep. My heart has shallow beats, yet I can practically feel the neurons firing, surging, sending signals to my amygdala. My body is weak, my mind alive. My heart is close to dead. I would say it is doing about 45-50 beats a minute. My resting is normally 56, so it's ( Read more... )

So here is the situation ( Read more... )

People have been crying over me lately. Just stop it. I'm not worth crying over. Whether it's because I got an accomplishment, because you're sad that I'm always anxious to the point of not eating, or because you miss me, just stop crying over me ( Read more... )

Just had a little debate about this. It's still on my mind and I have an hour before I have to leave for work, so why not rant?

The holiday in which many people celebrate buying love, a.k.a. "Singles Awareness Day (SAD)," or as most people refer to it, Valentine's Day, is fast approaching. I would definitely consider myself a bitter person. I'm ( Read more... )

If home is where the heart is ( Read more... )