So yea... I'm listening to a song on repeat right now because it perfectly conveys the feelings I'm trying to deny ( Read more... )

 Haha I just have to post this. I love writing, which most of you know. I love my long rants, which you've read. Tonight I was asked to talk about myself... This is what came out in literally less than a minute:

DifferentSparkle:  umm... i love horror flicks, but i cry at disney movies. i write poems, short stories, and songs. i'm really girly in ( Read more... )

Hey, everyone! Feel free to hate me. I saw Je-fuh-fuh Dun-Ham last night!!!! He was hilarious! Especially with Peanut! Tee hee. I heart Peanut! He's so much better live than he is on TV! So many different skits too ( Read more... )

I was completely inspired today. Someone asked me what I "want." I asked him what he meant what I want sexually, out of life, or in a person. He said all three. I don't think I've ever known what I truly wanted. For some reason I started typing nonstop. I guess I've always known.

Sexually: to put it simply: i want someone who will play with me. ( Read more... )

I just finished a dose of caffeine from my main supplier, Starbucks. I'm excited to be moving out soon. It doesn't seem to be coming fast enough. I've been restless since graduation. I want to gtfo. Things have been bad at home about a week after graduation. One week seems to be the window in which there can be peace. I have found made progress on ( Read more... )

The news has been spreading like wildfire- I will be going to Penn State in the Fall. I'm excited for it because this program will practically let me walk in the door to a doctoral program! Tee hee.

I had my graduation party with my family and my parents' friends Saturday night. I beat everyone drinking shots! Mmm Buttery Nipples. Lemon Drops. Oh ( Read more... )

So my friend was discussing funny things to wish for when you blow out the candles. I told him that I have no idea what I would wish for. At first, I thought this was a good thing. Then I realized, it might be a bad thing. I like having something to want, something to go after. I could wish to fast forward the PhD process but I enjoy learning. I ( Read more... )

So I have to admit that I've been purposely oblivious (a.k.a. living in denial) for the past few months. I've known my one guy friend has liked me since September. He eagerly waited for me to get out of my relationship with Frankie and then I jump into the relationship with Brittany. He has been trying so much since I've been single for 7 months. I ( Read more... )

"It's the beginning of the end
And I know that I am all alone"
                               -Spineshank 'Beginning of the End'

In a nutshell, today has truly made me realize that my time left at WAC is limited. I went to pick up a paper my professor graded in my Psych Dept. mailbox and I had a present and a card from one of my professors ( Read more... )

I wish I had not left Wisconsin. I have too much work, too much drama, and too many regrets facing me here ( Read more... )