Okay.. well.. today has been weird.. I didn't get much sleep.. maybe 2 hours.. and that was from noon to 2pm Braxton woke up soon after I did.. prolly b/c of the dogs barking b/c it was kind of stormy.. Then Braxton and I took a shower around 4 something and then I went to feed him and he was just too tired I guess the shower wore him out.. its now ( Read more... )

Well Today sucked hardcore.. I got my heart ripped out torn and mashed up like mashed potatoes..I should be used to it by now.. but I'm not.. it hurts so bad.. especially coming from someone that I cared a lot about... someone who I loved like I never loved anyone else b4.. I'm sitting here wanting to cut so bad.. yet I'm fighting it.. I don't know ( Read more... )

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... CategoryYour Score Average Self-Lovin'88.3%
Never taken out of the packaging 65.1%Shamelessness90.5%
Has yet to see self in mirror 79.4% Sex Drive 92.1%
The Pope is envious77.7%Straightness75%
Just go fuck something, okay? 45% Gayness 35.7%
At least one weekend of ecstacy 83.7%
Fucking Sick77%
Refreshingly normal 90% ( Read more... )

I said that I'm not going to write in here anymore.. I said I wasn't going to write poems and share them anymore.. BLAH.. heres a fucking poem ( Read more... )

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Well.. today.. was okay.. up until around 5pm.. then it started to not go well.. Laura and I started fighting b/c she said that I should go home around 7 b/c her and her mom are going to end up having a confrontation.. and stuff.. and I took it offensively and said I'll just leave now.. so I called Kristina and Todd.. and they said it would be ( Read more... )

0. do you cut? Sometimes ( Read more... )

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Okay so this weekend was a fucking blast!! Laura was here which made it even more GREAT!! even tho I was with her til wednesday morning last week.. I missed her A LOT! Her birthday is coming up tho.. and I have NO IDEA on what to get her.. I guess I'm just going to have to wing it.. unless I can get someone to give me some idea's.. but I don't ( Read more... )