I finally decided to write in this journal so here it goes for the wrap up ( Read more... )

It is hard to understand why people treat people the ways that they do. I just don't get it. I am who I am cause of what I have done and what I have not done. I don't want to regret, but I finally figured out that I do regret. This point stabbed me right in the heart. I can't avoid life though. I guess live it and be ok with it. End of story.

I guess it was disappointing to see how people have completely forgotten about me in Kalamazoo...but I guess fuck it. I love the people here. I haven't known such wonderful people till most of the moped people ditched me. I have no problem with anyone in this group I just was hurt by the way they let me fall. I love my boyfriend Justin and my ( Read more... )

Well Kalamazoo was good....I guess...while it lasted. But thank God! I am so out of here! Chicago here I come ( Read more... )

Livejournal sucks...

I forget how incredibly poor I am till it comes to paying bills and I realize I can't even pay my rent this month. I wish I hated my job more and I didn't just get a promotion cause I would just quit and find something in Kalamazoo. Damn you MC. Job searching may be my least favorite thing to do next to going to the woman doctor. It is stupid and ( Read more... )

All this talk about Chicago has me half worried and half excited as hell. I am so scared right now, I know I will love it but I am so used to living in Kalamazoo and knowing people everywhere I go....I just don't know. My bestfriend and my boyfriend will be a state away....not a whole state, but far enough away to make me sort of sad. I kind ( Read more... )

So I am a total dick and missed the Edward concert. On top of that when I made it to the show I still was without a ID so I had to get the double X's on my hands. Not that I wanted to drink I just didn't really want 2 by 2 inch X's in sharpe marker on my hands for a week. Oh well I guess. I ran into a whole lot of people I haven't seen in forever! ( Read more... )

Yeah! The Edward show is tonight! Hope to see all the cool people there...hehe...Off to work then to Edward!
Man, it seems like forever since I have seen them.

Ok so I think I just entered the world of Girly girl. Damn you all that said I would like V-day when I had a man ( Read more... )