I mean, I really lost in my own head. I like Tim, hes a great guy, hes attentive, but the other night after realizing that it was my Spanish teacher's last night I got kinda upset.... I doubt that was the reason, but I started thinking about Aaron, and about how if he would just tell me one way or the other that he loved me or he didnt... this ( Read more... )

two people have recently taken me off of their friends list on here. one of them i had been there for.... and truthfully the other one not so much but.... if thats the way it is... peace out

Well, i thought id let everyone know that i am doing well. my first week of school went really good and i think that two of my teachers are gay.... not that that has to do with anything really, its just interesting to me. im taking two classes that could be either reall fun or really dull (history and spanish) and i think im gonna love them both ( Read more... )

why do people insist on asking questions that they obviousky know the answers to?

i just realized that.... it's not over

There are times, more often than i let on, that i feel like one of the less important people around. people only really come to me if they have a problem... and even then its really rare. I dont know where these feelings come from but that hurt barely less then a broken heart.... it kills. i see that people are fun with out me and think that maybe ( Read more... )

I feel like im wasting energy on her. I swear I do. I bring her on this trip with me not because i wanted her here but because mujer did. Last summer we spent almost every day together and now I want to kill her after 3 days....... SHE BEING SUCH A FUCKING BITCH.... fucking finding nemo is on and i remember, shit, kelly had a fish, i wonder how its ( Read more... )

So far vacation isnt everything I'd hoped it would be. Kelly is being moodier then my dad which is odd, my uncle has this stupid theory that he's gonna make jokes and have none thrown back at him ( Read more... )

So far vacation is going well. I've had time to assess things and out them perspective and time to "attempt" to help a friend. other then that, Kelly sleeps until i wake her ass up and my ad tries , and fails, to control me... though he told me that he was going to take me out and buy me alcohol.... odd but flattering. update later. i wanna finish ( Read more... )

Aaron turned 21 toady, I wrestled about whether or not to wish him a happy one and finally settled that I was the bigger man and that he did say it to me..... and I I'm still madly in love with the little guy....pointlessly so. His brother even decided to remind me oh the birthday..... how sweet ( Read more... )