and as things and people continue to change and die I am once agin left alone to wonder.... what is the point?

WOW..... I just had a great night

Bradley is attempted to set me up with some guy named Rob. We Will See

the Light ( Read more... )

JOey messaged me. He realized that he had been deleted and asked why, unfortunatley his profile doesnt allow me to send him a message if we're not friends so I had to re-add him ( Read more... )

I'm now taking steps to distance myself further. He's the one that started the distance in the first place.... i still wish this wasnt happening

Final Thought: Out of site yet the image of his face burns a hole in my mind

-Paul

I sure now that the dreams I've been having are simply my subconsious being an asshole again. It did similar shit when when I was 16 and had that crush on Adam Henderson. We all see how well that worked out. I had a dream last night that caught me by suprise ( Read more... )

I met this guy, his name is Eric...blah blah blah..... I talked to him a few times he seemed nice...blah blah blah...... I met him in person and like usual..... not so much. Greasey looking, nasty hair..... poor dress... even for being after work at a Lonestar. Yeah so that went well ( Read more... )

danny is a great guy.... a bit bouncy and flirtatious at time..... and brian has absolute trust in him. i have absolute trust in very few people..... and never once was it in a guy i was seeing.

i pray that one day i have the unhinged stablity and unconditional love (two way roads only please) that they have.

-Paul

I may have met someone..... his name is Andrew..... thats all i really have to update at this point