"Fuck my life". A phrase I've heard way too often lately, but about 50% of the time it's out of my own mouth ( Read more... )

What a depressing journal. But at the same time, the only time I write posts here is when I have something on my mind and want to express it without... expressing it ( Read more... )

I'm having some issues dealing with the current depression I seem to be in. The constant cycle of wanting to do something, but having no drive to do anything is really... demoralizing ( Read more... )

If I told you I was dieing slowly... would it matter... probably not. To each thier own, and as they say... "only the good die young".

That's all I have.

I re-learned last night that I hate clubs... Honestly, why pay money to go into an over filled room full of ignorant, impaitent drunks. *sigh*

Carpe Diem ( Read more... )

On a side-track, I've hung out with Hayley and the more 'artsy' side of her friends a bit lately. Everytime we go out there's new people in the mix... it's actually been really interesting ( Read more... )

A day short of one year before my last update... funny how that worked out really ( Read more... )

Ok... so here's my next attempt at explaining what I think I'm going through... or just another take on things anyway ( Read more... )

I think I'm slowly getting worse... but that's the way these things go right? *shrug*

I'm about ready to give up. I'm worn out... I just don't have the drive to try anymore. I don't see the point. I fail... *bows*