Although this is how I feel, I am writing this here because I don't think I really want to tell her this ( Read more... )

Well there you have it... she broke up with me last night. She's coming over tonight to talk to me in person since I asked her to rather than dump me over text messages and the phone. Oi... sometimes, I really do hate my life ( Read more... )

2 days back at work... and I'm already happier and less insane. I think I'm really just not meant to be in school or something. It makes me go crazy.

Just to metion why I use this journal. It's more of a means to put my thoughts down that bug me. Comments are very much so appreciated, because more than one brain can always achieve a better solution than flying solo. But yeah... don't take everything I write in this place to heart. There is bound to be more posts of pure ranting based on the fly ( Read more... )

My feelings of lack of point and/or intrest in life is starting to come back... that sucks. I definetly feel that way today anyway.

What the fack is the point of all this? Why continue to fight for a better life when there is no real reason to do so?

sigh

Talk about a crazy chain of events... now I'm being asked to move out. That's facked... 2 weeks left in school, so I'm flat friggin broke too. Should be an interesting time.

( >< he bought her a cat... oi ).

Awsome... another saturday night spent drinking by myself lonely. Was all excited because I invited friends over and they were all going to come over and hang out... They went to a party.

I feel like a loser. Who sits at home and gets drunk alone on a saturday night?? I'll tell you who... me.

6-8 months since I last used this damn thing... You know what that means though... it means it's been a while since anything has bothered me enough to make me want to write down my thoughts on it. Good? I guess so. Anyway... yeah... thoughts ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in a long ass time. Nor do I really seem to care. My life has drifted away from the virtual world of my computer, and you know what... I like that. I don't really want to sit in front of a computer much anymore. There's pretty much four things that take up my time now adays. Work, Raina, My Car, and friends ( Read more... )