I thought I could walk away from this. Somehow, it's intertwined into my soul, a part of who I am. I need to type/write to let out things and I've realized I cannot do this on the social websites such as Facebook/Myspace ( Read more... )

I'm completing this chapter of my life. It's time to move on away from things that I needed to connect me to other people and/or other times. This ends my journey on Live Journal. There might be hope of me coming back, but for now I just need to distance myself from the past and learn to not have regrets, for my life is going how I wish it to be ( Read more... )

So, I found out today that DuPont Spruance Plant (where I work) is laying off 500 people. I'm on of them. This f$#$ing SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!

I had this random thought on the way to work this morning. Does anyone have an answer for me...

Why is it that the same people who are against killing trees and for abortion??

It confuses me...

i'm ...
... burned out.
... not happy
... miserable
... tired
... exhausted
... unable to concerntrate
... depressed.

I'm going away for a little while.
Maybe physically or just mentally.

i just want to feel ok again.

I've waited for the day Eric would be home for good... however ( Read more... )

I need to find a safe haven ( Read more... )

Why do I do this to myself?

Once again I have denied my livejournal loving. So, I think it's time for an update ( Read more... )

Time to make a post since it has been about 8 weeks ( lj told me ) since I posted. I got married on July 21, 2007 to Eric <3. I still can't believe it - but we did it.

Today is Eric's b-day and he's out on the ship ... gah.

I working on my second year of the master's program . . . I hope I do okay.

Everything is okay ... How's everyone doing?