ugh, fuck 9/11.

so, how exactly is one supposed to function when someone that they love is actively in the process of dying ( Read more... )

every morning when i wake up, i'm struck with the realization that my best friend is dead, my parents and siblings haven't had anything to do with me in over a year, i lost the academic opportunity i worked so hard for and that everyone thinks i'm at fault for all three of these things ( Read more... )

life seemed a lot easier when i was an addict.

i never thought that twenty one could feel so old; i feel like i'm only living in memories these days ( Read more... )

of course, motherfucking thunderbirds are now! would choose to play on a night that i absolutely must work. i haven't been to a fun show since...diplo? that was over a year ago!

unrelated, but i didn't realize that yo la tengo was even a band still.

but when people ask me how much i weigh, i'm just going to start responding "enough to kick your ass."

same answer goes for "how much have you had to drink?" and "how many baseball bats do you own?"

i've been sitting in front of this computer screen for two hours and haven't even started my homework. instead, i've been looking at all of my old journal entries ( Read more... )

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