RIP the economy. sucks for anyone who wasn't already broke!

oh, i keep forgetting this, but i'm 20 now, which is like, significant for some reason. this is officially my 20s.  maybe now's the right time to take the training wheels off.  also, when does one usually make the transition from young and jaded to old and bitter?

Landmark experiment to unlock secrets of Big Bang could cause end of the world, say scientists in court bid to halt it

watching cnn for hours last night reminded me of how angry i am about the past 4 years, and i suppose that was the point and that i'm falling for the propaganda, but honestly it was more like someone shoving celery and green peppers down my throat to remind me that i really hate celery and green peppers.

oh yeah, on a bulletinboard in the backroom ( Read more... )

i feel like a dead star. 
worn out from perpetually using small amounts of my resources on the tiny, day-to-day necessities like fusing hydrogen particles until i collapse under the weight of everything i've built myself up to be, transforming into a terrific explosion that indiscriminately engulfs everything i come upon in a bath of cosmic flame. 

i don't write for shit anymore.

actually, you could probably replace the word "write" in that sentence with basically anything and it would still be true.

almost-twenty is a bad thing to be. i feel like there's so much but still nothing.

i wonder if there's any particular reason that i have been consistantly unhappy for the past year or so of my life. maybe this happens to everyone? i don't know why i'm posting questions when nobody even uses this thing anymore ( Read more... )

being back home is not what i expected. my brain feels dusty and clogged. hopefully, drowning it in alcohol this weekend will make things better ( Read more... )

i'm still alive.

as a non-christian, or non-practicing one, anyway,  the story of the prodigal son always baffled and enraged me, so i'm not expecting livejournal to bestow its bountiful riches upon me any time soon. i'm not even expecting my Livejournal Voice (if you post a lot, you know what i'm talking about) to come back. i'm pretty sure i've even gotten rid of ( Read more... )

some guy sent this message to me on myspace:

um,
I think you were in my chem class once at heritage...
and physics for about a week...

but have you by any chance ever written "screw feminists" and/or "OMG Lauren Davis - cool!" in a copy of The Feminine Mystique at Barnes and Noble?

sorry
just wondering...

LOL.

srsly, i know that the whole idea of ( Read more... )