So. Are we flirting? Are we not flirting? I'm sorry, I didn't get the memo, so will you please explain this dance we're doing? You spend the first half of last week flirting up a storm, then the second half ignoring my ass. Now we're flirting again? Or is this just talking? I can't ever tell with you. We did spend nearly a half hour today talking, ( Read more... )

In response to finding out about The Boy's date going well last night, instead of writing an emo facebook status like I usually would, I wrote this up instead.

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You know what? Fuck all my recent facebook statuses.

I write killer poetry. I'm a good listener. I'm a decent actor. I make great quesadillas. I know so much about Muppets. ( Read more... )

Whaaaat just happened?

I saw The Boy today. I saw him before class in the green room and we talked very briefly about how I drunk texted him the phrase "I'm sooooo druuunk" the other night, and how he found it hilarious. Then Joel asked for his shirt and he actually took it off while I was standing a foot away... and I'm pretty sure I blushed, and ( Read more... )

Ugh. Ten days ago the thing between me and the Boy started. Ten days ago I promised myself I wasn't going to tell anyone about it... Since six days ago I have told ten people. Conclusion? I suck at keeping secrets when they are secrets about guys I like.

Here are the ten people's reactions. I realize no one really cares; I'm just doing it for my own ( Read more... )

Bed? Yes. I have a Spanish test in six and a half hours, so I really should have gone to sleep a couple hours ago, but Aislyn ended up coming over. We had biscotti and talked about our lives and such. It was very nice. I don't think I've ever hung out with Aislyn one-on-one, and we had zero awkward lulls in our conversation. So, yes, what a lovely ( Read more... )

Today's my mom's birthday, so it's been a bit of a downer. I was fine earlier, but for the past five or six hours I've just been holed up in my room. Amanda and Graham invited me to Red Robins with them, which sounded like a good idea at the time, but I backed out at the last second. I love them both, but I don't want to bring their fun time down ( Read more... )

I feel so stupid. So very stupid. Apparently guys who you assume are a safe bet can't be assumed so unless they verbally tell you they like you. If they don't, consider their flirting to be stupid/pointless and to mean nothing, really.

I thought he liked me... apparently I was wrong... and now I'm head over heels for him and I don't know what to do ( Read more... )

What am I doing? I am sitting at work... with an eyeliner/mascara scar on the right side of my face. Oh yes. I'm waiting till it dries so I can add on face powder and then last, but not least, fake blood.

In case you're wondering, I'm going to a zombie themed costume party tonight. I don't have much experience with stage makeup, plus I'm at work, so ( Read more... )

Somtimes, when I see you act or when you smile at me, I miss you like no other, but then I have to stop and remind myself that we were never meant to be together.

But I still miss being with you. Just a little.

Aaaaah. Life.

So this term is uber stressful for me, hence the lack of livejournal updates recently. I'm taking five (homework heavy) classes, I'm the lead in a showcase, and I have improv club twice a week. It's weird that work is probably my most laid back part of of the week, but it really is. It's my time where I can catch up on TV and do ( Read more... )