Fuck. He just had to dance with me and kiss my neck, multiple times I might add. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

I am now going to reason with myself. He was drunk - very much so - and his come on's didn't mean squat. He's flirty with almost every girl. Beth is in love with him. I like Kevin. Not Scott. It was just a dance and a couple of playful ( Read more... )

He talked to me today. He talked to me. I didn't even have to start the conversation. I was staring at the clock, pretending to be checking the time so I could stay in the same vacinity of him for a little longer, and suddenly he was asking me, "How was your spring break, Julia?" My heart fluttered. He knew my name. He wanted to start a ( Read more... )

I spent a year being in love with a gay man. It doesn't hurt me that he's gay, it hurts me that he knew how I felt and let me keep on believing that I still had a chance. I'm over him now, and have been for quite a while, bust still. And what's worst? He isn't even the one who told me this. Another friend did, and I'm on strict confidence to keep ( Read more... )

I'M IN DISNEYLAND. OH MY GOD, ORGY OF EMOTIONS.


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Who's gonna be walking around in Disneyland in twelve hours?


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OH HAI NEW FANTASY BOYFRIEND OF MINE.


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Tonight's episode of How I Met Your Mother made me yell out loud "LITHGOW SAD FACE" multiple times. For serious. There are way too many sad father-son moments on HIMYM. Too. Many.

Also, why is the world trying to make me not watch Pretty In Pink? My cousins don't own it and Blockbuster is going out of business and sold it already. Grrr! I just ( Read more... )

Half an hour ago I lifted my head to look out the window. The sky was a beautiful color of light blue with a few white clouds dotted in the sky, the sun shining quite a bit. A moment ago I lifted my head to see it is now almost completely pitch black, with only a light overflowing over the hedge in my backyard.

Life is sometimes so beautiful and

It's astounding how new discoveries of my brother's adult life still shock me. Last night, right after my brother got home, I went into the bathroom after him and was hit with the instant smell of pot. It's so strange to think of Anthony smoking. Not that I'm judging him here. I may have never smoked so far in my life, but I have plenty of friends ( Read more... )

So, I had a long list of things to write about last time I posted... Yes, well, I condensed that list into five categories. Here is my update about my beach trip last week.

1) I went to a strip club. As we were driving from Ashland to the beach Nick asked everyone in the car if there was any reason to stop in Portland. I jokingly stated, "Let's go ( Read more... )