Lets measure how far it doesn’t get you

Starve until your body aches
Finally eat just to vomit
Cry until your eyes are burning
Dry your tears and flood some more
Slice deeper until you’re satisfied
Only you will bear the wound
Slam your fist into every surface
Result in threefold the torment
Destroy every article in your passage
Your inner battles ( Read more... )

Alter Ego

You’ll never see this side of me
Another secret hiding in another shadow
Break down quick while no one’s watching
Blood stained towel, stinging gashes
Cry those eyes out into burning water
Turn up the radio to drown the sound
These are the moments you can call your own
Relax in a bath, don’t forget to breathe
That near death thrill makes ( Read more... )

1. Who are you?
2. Do you wish we were closer friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. Do you have a 'crush' on me or have you ever?
9. Would you kiss me?
10. Would you hug me?
11. Physically, what stands out?
12. Emotionally, what stands out?
13. What ( Read more... )

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Poem I started while getting ready this morning-

Broken Dreams

She never tells you

How much she cries each night

She couldn’t express

How much she needs you still

She was once your everything

Now you’re that and more to her

Maybe it’s just obsession

Another phase soon to pass

But baby this depression

Has surely got a way with words

With each ( Read more... )

Here's something I wrote before bed last night... Not sure if it's finished..

Lost Track of the Tears

I’m starting to wonder

How would you feel?

If I said I love you no longer

Would it stop you in your tracks?

Get you to notice me once more

Or would you keep on walking

Walking away as you do so well

If I lead myself to believe

These emotions just ( Read more... )

Here's something I wrote quickly today. I'm sure there's lots for me to write about but I'm posting this as a public entry and I'm going to my counselor soon so I'll just say a buncha crap to her for an hour or so. Plus I never say anything too important so yeah... The thing I wrote...

Where’s the answer

Hate every second I live through

Every ( Read more... )

Started last Friday, didn't plan on finishing it but I got bored in class:

History Notes

"Sometimes when you wait for things they don’t come"

Isn’t that what you told me

So what is it you’re waiting for

While I long for you to hold me

You know I love that feeling

It’s an escape I cherish

I almost thought you enjoyed it too

Now I watch us perish

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Some things I wrote today, not the best but it makes for good practice hopefully:

Grief-stricken heart-sick

Wondering what to do

Which way is my next move

Is that option mine to make

Every direction a mistake

Don't know if I should leave

Don't comprehend a thing

Just can't take it

If this is what I wanted

Why the hell does it hurt so badly

Curse ( Read more... )

more crap..(Thanks again Percy.. for a lot)

My heart hurts and I can’t blame you

I want to inhale the smoke and never breathe out again

I need to sense your arms around me never letting go

Holding myself I cry escaping into dream

What should be nightmare is my utopia

Waking to have my worst fears a reality

Shaking I have a new awareness of ( Read more... )