Happy three month anniversary, baby!<3

Noah, happy birthday!

Wrote a lil something earlier. Percy thanks for your imput.

Surprise

I’m screaming on the inside

Calling out to you

Why won’t you notice me like you used to?

You’re always gone now

Too wrapped up in yourself

How can I say you were different?

Mastered the art of comforting

What’s the use ( Read more... )

Got in a weird mood on my way to history and this is what I had at the end of class.. Enjoy.. or something..

Catch me if you can

Kill me with a smile

That smile that I long for

I’m dying tonight, won’t you save me

You are my artist; I am your rock

You’ve chiseled deep enough, baby

A pebble remains, won’t you complete me

Throw me out just like the ( Read more... )

Here's something I just finished.. Of course I don't like it but comment and tell me what you think:

Trapped in a place that nobody sees

Trapped in a world of reality

All your hopes, dreams, and fears

They all come true and collide here

Cornered in the open nude as those first breaths

Ignored as everyone watches

Consider temptation when you know ( Read more... )

Hope you enjoyed all these journal entries. This is my last. People think they know so much about me by reading what I type in my spare time. THIS JOURNAL OF MINE TELLS YOU NOTHING! It tells you what I want you to know I suppose. I'm not stupid enough to write details knowing the possible people who can and apparently did read this. My family ( Read more... )

I play doctor for fice minutes flat ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU JENN CRESPO! You act as if this is all my fault. You act as if you're fucking perfect. You get mad at me for shit I didn't do. Who fucking cares how long it takes for you to get to your boyfriends house!? You see me next to never and you'll be with him for a few hours tonight anyways. Sit back a second, how the fuck do you think I feel!? I ( Read more... )

Turns out I'm not going to CT til tomorrow... Cried like I said I would... Well now doesn't that make me seem all weak and girlish? .. I don't care though cause the only thing I look forward to anymore is being in CT and of course being with Paul safe in his arms... I didn't get either and Paul's not in the best of moods so what do I have to be ( Read more... )

Yeah so all my plans are made for tonight.. Just waiting for my mom.. She almost said I'd have to wait until tomorrow... But I just called and her friend says she left awhile ago to get me.. WEE.. I'm so frickin happy... And yeah so umm I'm on my fifth soda or so and I really have to piss so I'm going now.. WEEEEEEEEEe Paul I'll see you TONIGHT!!! ( Read more... )

Day kinda sucked. Gram woke me up at seven in the morning. I was standing outside half asleep, half dressed thinking about how if she expected me to be the one up on the ladder I'd fall for sure. Got yelled at for taking a nice long shower then planned on walking over to Jackie's but I guess her mom found out about her tattoos so she never called ( Read more... )

WTF! I'm tired of stupid people! I'm tired of just people.. It's bad enough that anyone would try to be like me but to continue after I move away BECAUSE of that life i lived!? Come on now, common sense! Just a warning, a select few will soon face the rath of ... me.. Seriously though, I could go have sex with three men and seven women and the two ( Read more... )