Yo, its the damn school week again and that sucks ass. Whatever though, school is easy as hell now. I've got all good grades and it should be easy to keep them where they are too. Whatever, just chilling lately. Headaches suck ass though, been listening to a lot of random ass music lately though. Man, it's fucking freezing in my bedroom but I ( Read more... )

Well, I have not written in here for months, so lets see. Well, school is easy, I'm actually getting good grades for once. I have a girlfriend, and wreslting is about to start so ive been losing some weight. I've been looking forward to wrestling though, so it's finally here. Well, I have no idea what to write so I will think about it and ( Read more... )

Oh god... someone comfort me.

Well, Im updating once again. I've found a great interest in video and photography and I've revamped the old camera for random still shots and I've been working on some stuff with the video camera. I think im gonna put together a little album for myself, I've never been really talented with anything so maybe I'll get luck here and make something ( Read more... )

Well, it's getting close to that time of year. Christmas. To me, a very depressing time. All the lovers are out enjoying whatever there is to enjoy but for some reason I feel alone. The one person that wants to be with me and I wanna be with her, it is not aloud so that makes it even worse. I could be with someone out enjoying the world, but ( Read more... )

Well, werstling started this week and im dead. Dropping weight so I barely eat at all, and when i do eat it is just depressing. Besides being malnourished and dehidrated, I've been feeling pretty depressed lately. I've been questioning some things lately too, and trying to find the point to a couple of things in my life. I wrote a paper ( Read more... )

Well, long weekend is exciting. I don't have to go anywhere with the family and I'm glad for that. I've been feeling down lately, and I've been trying to figure out my purpose for being here. It doesn't make sense to me that people are here to just wander around, so I wanna know why I'm here. It's obviously not to go into some high paying ( Read more... )

It's seven in the morning, too early. I can't go back to sleep. Mae and I got back together, I hope it works out for the best. I think that it will. I love her, she loves me. Why wouldn't it work? I've been feeling really anxious lately and I'm not sure why, it's a constant feeling too. It makes me worry sometimes. I'm out.

Hmm... I don't really think that I'm worth too much anymore. The person that I care about the most doesnt believe me, and Im fucking sick.

Feeling alright, things are starting to look up. Who knows, maybe I'll feel good for once.