I fixed my mistake

Last night a made a decision, and it hurts so bad. I don't know how i did it but i did and i regret it. I haven't slept and I'm feeling sick. My life is different now, but not in a good way. I'm even more alone now, than i was before. I hope this doesn't last, and I realize I made a wrong decision and that I need to change it. I'm just hoping ( Read more... )

Wow, I just realized how lame my birthday was. Only one person called to wish me a happy birthday, and I got one card from the family. The enjoyable thing that happened was that I got to see Mae, which was wonderful as always. I mean people just don't care about me anymore, it's somehwat depressing too. I mean out of the whole family one person ( Read more... )

school, football game, get bitched at by mom, go home, be depressed, fuck it.

Yeah, I can't write worth shit

I walk down this street, of now which I forget ( Read more... )

When I wake up in the morning, I see streaks of sunlight through the windows
As I get up to look at the beautiful day, it all just turns to gray

Well I'm scared, all I know is that I think that I fucked something up and for some reason I'm expecting for it to hurt.

Well nothing ever appears how it really is, I just learned that tonight and I just wish that I wouldn't have learned it. I mean it's just fucking stupid how things can really be. Well I'm out.

Yeah well, I thought that things were better but I guess not. I've just like started feeling like shit again but my damned headaches are gone. My dad has been just dousche bag to me. I did get to go to dollywood twice though and that was pretty fun. I'm leaving wednesday to go to NC to stay wiht my cousin but I really don't wanna go at all, but ( Read more... )