I havent updated in a long time so I figure that it is time for one. Nothing has really been going but my cousin was here for like 5 days and I feel like shit cause I pretty much ignored Mae while he was here. I haven't really been much of a boyfriend to her lately and I feel really horrible about it. I really don't like judgeental people, they ( Read more... )

Yeah well I haven't updated in a long time. So yeah I've been laying around a lot lately and my dad doesn't like it much. I'm hanging out with my cousin who lives in North Carolina this week and he is pretty cool. Well I don't really know what to write so umm I guess I'm out.

I love you Mae

Mae, I love you and you are the most wonderful person ever.

New Screen name: ALackOfColor584, Im me there. THanks

Yeah well I haven't been feeling so well the past few days, I'm not really sure what is wrong with me and people are starting to notice that I have been acting weird. Right now I am just thankful for my friends and especially Maeleah, she has been so great to me and besides being a ver excellent girlfriend she's also been a best friend to me. ( Read more... )

Well I just keep fucking things up so I'm just going to stop talking to people cause everything ends up screwed up or something. Right now I think that I am the biggest fuck up and probably no one should have anything to do with me. Well I have nothing else worthy of everyohnes eyes so I'm out.

Well after tonight I have decided that I just mess everything up. Apparently all that I do is hurt people and that no one should involve themselfs with me. I mean the past is the past and why should it be brought up. Maeleah is wonderful and she makes me happy, but it worries me that I'm not always even happy with her all the time. It's nothing ( Read more... )

I LOVE YOU MAE

Well now I feel like a dumbass, and an asshole, and anything else that could describe how bad I feel. Mae I love you so much and you are an indescribable part of my life now. I'm sorry for everything and will make it up to you, I promise with all of my heart. You are wonderful and I really know how much you love me and it is more than a dumbass ( Read more... )

need to be talked to, i need to be touched ( Read more... )