When to breathe , what to speak ( Read more... )

My endless heart; disturbed aching ( Read more... )

so I went to the glens to try to get admitted they told me unless I had 2000 dollars I couldnt and would have to go to O.P.Detox and get a doctors note to get amdited to I.O.Dexton... so he basically told me to go get high until monday...which thank god my grand parents understood, I also had to get the infection in my arm lanced they shoot it up ( Read more... )

i dont even wanna write this but im going to....im at home now away from my apartment of hell , my life spiraled down so fast from a month ago... lost my money, my apartement, all to substances , and now im going back to manatee glens and my life is going to feel meaningless again and im going to have to heal myself...i feel so empty and alone, I ( Read more... )

yep so i finally got busted , i got setup.....i got possession of a controlled substance and trafficing i don't feel like writeing much more im depressed and wanna get fucked up

the down ward spiral i've slipped into a horrid habbit, I passed my 1st semster of college which is good and im taking summer classes, I don't know how things will turn but im just trying to look up and bite my tonuge.

so life decides to take a 360 i got my own apartment im getting 5500 dollars in 3 weeks and couldnt be happier my house warmin party was a sucsess i was the raining champion of beer pong bitches altho i wiish more females showed they mostly had to worrk =( tomorrow is round two aand ii will continue to network friends aand broadin my non vicarious ( Read more... )

they fucking fuck but they fucking suck.... i hate my feelings is it so much to ask for a mutual realtion, one which doesnt involve only seeing the subject for a day and disappering , some people dont believe love at first sight....some people dont believe in love in first fuck but i sure do ... im miserable fuck fuck fuck.....any_mous i wish u ( Read more... )

Well I got my new car a 06 hhr metalic orange with tons of features tins, blastin radio, mods all over it leather interior its off the chain, my friend bobrick gave me a new kick ass cell phone that i just got actived... and finally got to ybor which ended up and me and my cousin not talking to eachother again hes such a fucking moocher after ( Read more... )

if its you.....i want you to call me, if its you, you've answered every single question i've ever wanted to know, i'm going to find out, i hope im not totally miss reading this but we shall see by the math building just give me a time.... i have so much to thank you for and so much to beat myself up over, i miss you is the truth, i havn't forgot, ( Read more... )