About to pull the trigger ( Read more... )

Theres really only one reason I want to become skinny....as fucked up as it is, its for love.

Thats my only motivation, I dont know why it means so much to me but Love is my happiness , theres nothing else that really brings me up I guess. I hate my body. end of story.

I went to james house and just passed out I dont know what happen I was standing and ju st collapse I just woke up to james mom asking me a bajillion questions everythings okay now my eye was hurt and i cant beelver wTFFFF how ddi I fuckiing pass out and just WTF I was standing...felt dizzy passed out, omg woke up and holy crap I just wanted to ( Read more... )

okay so , I dont know what to write at the moment, but im calling katie back soon, I just ( Read more... )

goddd sinus infections blow ass, i can feel it in my back in my stomach in my head everything feels like a dream it suckss.

My pop'n controller broke, its fuck'd something got shorted out, popn 14 coming out july ..........such a bummer.

Been hanging out with charles lately while hes in town. And trying to go see Alex on friday.

Beat it on expert today

My total play time was only like a week but I bought it 2 days ago, id been playing at a friends house and where ever else and what not so I played on and off for about a month I guess. I need a new slide card so I can start playing the hacked verison I made tho...I really wish my brother didnt fucking kill my swap magic.

<3

I remember the raging storms;

scared, shattered, the only road know;

facing all that you can; to change

million differnt people; waiting to change

No one can sing; no one can speak

lost cause.

My heart bleeds no more; now, its been turned to stone. your stomach feels sick for someone else. Ive broken both my legs falling for you. drag me on the ground. powerless I stand, tarnished blade, cutting through, pushed into my vein. blood still stains my hands. sharpening my sense of pain outside, my heart bleeds no more. killing everything off ( Read more... )