also, i realize that i fucked up. big. i get it. i did bad things, and i was a bad person. but so were you. and so did you. i just don't see why you can't let it go. it never really made sense to me, though, that a person would for so long hold a grudge against another person (especially when it was completely hypocritical). i believe that we are ( Read more... )

sometimes i get so caught up in everything - school and work and all that shit - that i forget about the stuff that is supposed to matter. the stuff that really does matter. sometimes i feel like i'm not even alive anymore.

again? how could i be so stupid?

I think that we allow ourselves to become intimately close with others so that we may better see ourselves, and so that we may be truly seen by another. But mostly so that we can know a raw reflection of ourselves.

so, i met this boy...

I used to think that people who loved sensibly were to be pitied; that the point in which you make a logical, voluntary decision to love someone was the moment that you grew up and lost everything worth living for.

I hope not, I am feeling rather sensible lately.

Being in Seattle really just made me sad. It's not my life anymore, and I sort of wish it were.

I don't know what I want anymore. I always feel so stuck.

I think people should do something life-changing every day.

I have so much on my to-do list all the time, and none of it ever gets done. What if I died?

...just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me.

Truths ( Read more... )

progress, not perfection.

I found this on the MySpace of a girl I work with, and thought it was pretty fucking great ( Read more... )