So now I'm listening to System of a Down's cd "Toxicity", and its making me think of my junior year of high school ( Read more... )

I seem to be getting angry a lot lately ( Read more... )

A lot of the time I think about how great it will be to never have children, and maybe never get married. I know that I may feel differently when I'm older, but now, I do not see the appeal in having children. I see the appeal of getting married, I just doubt I ever will. Because we all know about my problem with commitment. Granted, that was my ( Read more... )

So I finally bought an Ipod today, but I overlooked something important. I am not going to say it, because I do not want to sound like a fucking retard. Also bought the Interpol cd, which only has a couple good songs.

God, this is such fucking bullshit. I'm not doing very well right now.

There is a small article in the new Spin about when people you don't like like the same music as you. I can really relate to that, because I always hated it when jackasses that I went to school with liked the same music as me ( Read more... )

Today was ok. I went to see my dad and step-mother's new house for the first time. It's in a very nice neighborhood, but the kind that I would never feel comfortable in. Their house is also really nice, but I would never want a house like that. I could never feel at home there ( Read more... )

I don't want to say that I hate the holidays, so I'll just say that I really dislike them ( Read more... )

Fuck, I really should give an explanation. But I know I would end up sounding psycho. And I don't want things to get all complicated. But this is ridiculous. I really should explain things to him. But I probably won't. I'm not trying to hurt him. In fact, this is the best thing, as I see it.

God, Veronica, why are you so fucking fucked up?

God, what the fuck is going on?

I fucking hate it how I keep reading the books and listening to the music that reminds me of him and therefore makes me sad. Its like I don't want to be happy, which is ridiculous. What the hell am I doing?