Today I went down to Holy Mother and got my tattoo. I ended up getting the lyrics "Moths beat themselves to death against the lights/adding their breeze to the summer nights". I got in sort of in a spiral around my right calf. I think the guy kind of overcharged me, but it looks really good. After it heals a little bit, I'm going to go back and get ( Read more... )

God, I have no idea what was going on today. I went to the library so I could use Microsoft Word to design my next tattoo. I don't have the font I needed to use here on my mom's computer ( Read more... )

I am having a really tough time right now, but there is one thing that makes me happy: Smoke ( Read more... )

To me
The color of the smoke rising off the tip of my cigarette is blue
The same blue as my eyes
A blue you may never see again

Part of me really thinks I should remove Max from my friends list. His entries just make me too sad ( Read more... )

I hate the way Good Charlotte pronounce the word 'predictable' in their new song. Makes me want to kill myself ( Read more... )

No one has any idea how hard it is for me not to pick up the phone and call Max. I just want to hear his voice, and make sure he is ok. In his journal, he wrote about watching "Eternal Sunshine..." and this is what he said ( Read more... )

Tonight Marco said that we had agreed what happened Monday would be just a one-time thing. I told him I really didn't remember that. I called his cell phone right when I got in my house, and explained that even though I really didn't remember us saying it would be a one-time thing, I would stop bothering him about it if he wanted. He said it wasn't ( Read more... )

Yay, I just won something from Ebay. Its this nice Samsonite train case.

Literally, nothing much has been going on. No good movies came out this week. Again.

Marco is a nice guy, but way too difficult. I can't figure out what the hell he wants.

Haven't talked to Duncan since Monday. I don't really know why.

It kind of sucks when someone you love sends you an email just to tell you the dates on your Livejournal are wrong.

It also kind of sucks when another person you like says that they want to be more than friends, but that they don't really want to be in a serious relationship. What the hell am I supposed to think?