Thinking about death really scares me, actually. It didn't used to, but then I was contemplating it before bed last night... and it was one of those insane eye-openers where you get this mental image and so many things make so much more sense. And my dream was terrible times a billion, but had nothing to do with death. I won't talk about it, but it ( Read more... )

We're still so young
Desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes
Trophy boys
Trophy wives

Random stuff:While I'm listening to this song... The Panic! at the Disco CD comes out this upcoming tuesday, and I'm pretty psyched for it. Also coming up next week/the monday after next is my first paycheck. Which means that I'm totally borrowing money ( Read more... )

Well... first day of work was interesting, to say the least. It's like crew only with less joking and more seriousness... less power drills and wood, more balloons and cheesy decorations. I met three people today and the only way I will ever remember their names is if I write them down... so they are: Julie, Mitchell (the only boy who works there ( Read more... )

I have to wonder what part of after 3:30pm doesn't make sense... my new boss has me scheduled at 3:00 tomorrow... and anyone who has driven in the school parking lot that shortly after the bell rings knows how insanely impossible it is to get out of the parking lot before 2:55/3:00. Yeah. I hope this sort of not really reading my availability doesn ( Read more... )

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After over a week of waiting:

Good News: I got offered the job at Party America.
Equally Good News: I might have an interview at Circuit City tomorrow if everything works out (thanks to Scott, who is being a real pal for me).
News: Circuit City pays $8.25/hr starting and sells CDs (read: my happiness). Party America is offering $7.00 and has ( Read more... )

It feels like a month since I last wrote. How sad ( Read more... )

This week has been SO FREAKING LONG. And it's not over yet ( Read more... )

I love crew. The idea of not doing at least some crew is totally absurd to me after just one meeting. One meeting full of scraping out paint trays that idiots (read: Jo) decided not to wash out after using. But it was fun, in the only way that scraping out paint trays in crew can be. Mallory put bright green hand prints on my paint pants, which is ( Read more... )

I'm putting myself on probation from looking at entries from this time last year. Do you know what was happening this time last year? Well I do. And it makes me upset. I forced myself not to really read anything, but there's this weird knot in my stomach now. And I don't like it ( Read more... )