of the reaper, I was told not to fear him. I don't.. or at least I think I don't. My courage, My legacy, My ability to seperate logic...its all.. well gone. I haven't posted here in well over a year. I needed somewhere for this thought.. a place that I could find it later from anywhere, a place where no one will read this becuase no one is on ( Read more... )

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I wasn't there to protect you. How do I even respond? You were coming home in three days... So many things i wished i would have told you.. Like i used to get teary eyed when you went back home after your vacations. How i wanted to try so hard for us to be best friends... to be closer than the ninja turtles. When we were kids all we wanted was to ( Read more... )

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This is how it ends...

I just want to be good enough for someone..just once....what the fuck, its not much to ask for... i grow tired of this. its almost time to make my exit. stage left.

I cant do it anymore... its been far too long ive been this way, and every situation is worse or makes it worse, there is no better for me, ive fallen to far into this darkness to see or touch the light. Im gonna be gone soon, one way or another....

ill update this session later..

Too Be Continued...

Slipped through my fingers again, its okay, i expected it to happen, now ill go back to drifting through life once again. not a bad thing i guess....

Eventually in life, Good things fall into my lap. It's rare but it happens. However, remember how your parents use to tell you "This is why we(or you) can't have anything nice!", Im on the verge of being happy, on the verge of finally getting something out of life that works for me.. Then.. as usual *Wham* I drop the ball, Hit the rim, Miss the ( Read more... )

In theory, What would make me happy? So far nothing, even out of something good all I see is bad.
I don't trust anyone anymore, Im a very bitter and sardonic person, more so now than ever. Back to the Question.. What would make me happy?