these moods swings are uncontrolable. one minute im extremely happy, the next im suicidal. i think im bipolar. There is something wrong with me. I don't want to quit school, because everyone will look down on me. my mum especially. but i can't do it. i dont want to sacrifice my sanity for their peace of mind, knowing i got a good education ( Read more... )

2 hours. Thats how long it took me, to make me want to kill myself. I hate this, I hate talking like this, but i can't escape it. It's school. It's always been school. No matter where i go. 2 weeks of holidays, feeling fantastic, and all it took was 2 fucking hours to completely reverse it. This place makes me feel sick. Mentally and physically. I' ( Read more... )

i love weather like this. its so beautiful and warm. not a cloud in the sky. but its still not too hot. the best like thing in this weather is a nice cold coke with lots of ice... *drool*. too bad i have to work tonight, or i'd go out ( Read more... )

help me!! i can't decide... i'm sick of being un-pierced, my ears don't count. i want to be a typical (non homey) teenager, with ample shiney things protruding from me. i want to have odd holes and use the excuse "because i'm young and stupid" before i'm un-young. but wherei don't think piercings involving my mouth are wise, as $4000 has been ( Read more... )

my health kick officially starts today. and no, before you jump to assumptions i'm not some fatty internet nerd (well maybe just a little nerdy). i woke up at 6 for no reason, and i saw that aerobics oz style was on. i cant believe it, me, doing that cheesy tv workout thing. i even had a nice -healthy- breakfast. i don't think this will last very ( Read more... )

i haven't been updating much because, i don't think i have anything interesting to write about ( Read more... )

i can't remember the last time i was so happy ( Read more... )

i think my nose is broken. well more broken, if that makes any sense. its sore and ouchy.

i'm such a whinger. and cadaverique i am the boring one. you loon. see, more whinging, theres the pommy coming out in me

*cue scary music ( Read more... )

yay or nay?

please comment... i want your opinions!!