i'm looking at that entry from april the 22nd and thinking of what a liar i am. and thinking of what a liar i am.

to which bands do you all listen?

i'm going start writing here again. really.

(just don't hold your breath or anything.)

i went back to my hometown for winter break. i hastily finished my classes, threw my things together and rode out of radford with my little sister snuggled against me in the back seat of my parents

...and i apologize to myself for that, because i know i'm going to want these intangible moments back later on. this is (some of) what i've been leaving out ( Read more... )

i overslept, had too much sleep, didn't make it to the gym, am sore from yesterday's workout, burdened by the massive amount of homework that procrastinated all weekend yet don't have time for today, have classes nonstop till 9:30 tonight and it's a grey, drizzly, cold, stay-in-bed day.

i could not possibly be more tired.

i regret not writing here more often. i have lost all perception of time and the moments all reel out of control faster than i can understand them. the only means i have of keeping a grip on any of this is to write it down, savor it, make it last. i have the desperate need to keep these moments, feelings and thoughts with me always. i want to ( Read more... )

my brother's first child, legend, is due to be born today. this is an impossible concept for me to grasp when i still think of my brother as being this age:

my brother/best friend, hawk.

if you could keep just one memory to sustain you for the rest of eternity, what would it be?

how i wish i were young(er) and bored.