So I'm pretty sure I broke one of my really good friends hearts the other day. :( He really likes me and I honestly don't feel the same way about him. He says all these really nice things, treats me well and I am comfortable around him but when I think about being with him I feel as though I'm settling somehow. I don't get butterflies when I'm ( Read more... )

 It has been a very long time since I've written anything on here! I have decided to take a creative writing course in the evenings and obviously it's good if I start actually writing again. So here we are ( Read more... )

So this is what's going down... well I got the job at ICBC doing something different which is kind of nice.. I start on Monday or at least I think I do.. either Monday or Tuesday haha they really didn't tell me... so I'll just show up Monday and see how that goes ( Read more... )

well its official I suck....... ugh I'm sooooooo upset/pissed off... I honestly don't know what to think anymore... sigh... So last week I got accused of stealing money.. well now I'm fired because 'apparently' I stole 50 bucks.. which I definitely did not.. and conviently the tapes have been sent in so I can't even view them... fuck this ( Read more... )

I feel like crap. Ugh ( Read more... )

He looks at me with those brown eyes, strokes my cheek and kisses me and tells me to come to bed. My hearts pounding and I don't know what to do. If I go to bed with him again its a circle that keeps going around. I get up grab some juice and hear him calling me from his room, and I cave. Its hard not to when he's all I want. I crawl in the already ( Read more... )

Dear Self:

Newsflash: You're a bit of an idiot. I don't know if you knew that but for some reason today's the day I decided to tell you that. So what the hell? What's the point in telling you this? well maybe you should fucking wake up and smell the god damn coffee for christs sake. Just a thought.
Also, you should stop being so self absorbed. Yep, ( Read more... )

Alright some truth then if that's what youre looking for ( Read more... )

Hey everyone.

I know its been awhile since I've really said anything so my goal tonight is to email each and every one of you with updates and thoughts and whatever sort of randomness I can come up with.

Talk to you soon.

So last night the plan was go out to this club called the Ok Corral.. so Nicole and I were going to get ready then go to this store and pick up a tshirt and then head to Louise's pick up Tia and go to the bar.. well needless to say that's not really what happened. Yes I picked up Nicole (she took awhile to get ready) and thus we were late to go get ( Read more... )