So, I'm prolly going to be throwing out my current roommate. Or moving out; I'm not too good at having balls enough to throw someone out.. Yeah, his gf broke up with him. Yeah, he's emo and down on his luck.. That's no reason to treat me and KC girl the way he's been doing us. She's ready to move back to KC (she's been living in our basement since ( Read more... )

So, yeah, I miss oregon girl way more than I let on. To anyone. Especially her. That's just how things are with me.. I'll very likely always miss her, and if there ever reaches a point in which we are actually able to be friends, I'll likely still always want her. I miss her body. I miss her smell. I miss her quiet, cute ways of doing the most ( Read more... )

I haven't posted on here in a long time. It's the same thing that killed my private journal.. When nothing's going on, I have nothing to update about, but when lots and lots of stuff goes on, I don't have time to sit by myself and talk about it ( Read more... )

Funny, I moved into this place to get away from having to watch my ex-girlfriend go to bed in the next bedroom with another guy...
And that's really all I have to say about that.

So, I ended up hanging out with my roommate's gf a couple of times last week, and I think everything's pretty much back to normal on that front. We had a decent time, we didn't do anything inappropriate, and my roommate's back home and seems to be finally getting his **** together, which is also good.

I have been having the strangest dreams, tho

So, my efforts to taper off any uh.. awkwardnesses between myself and and my roommate's gf (read:one of my exes) have had the desired effect. So much so that I've noticed myself not even caring if I'm even friends with her anymore or not. It's not animosity, just apathy. I suppose it's entirely possible that the only reason I even did want to be ( Read more... )

So, I haven't written in here in a good while, but I have to talk about this somewhere, before I end up telling it to the wrong people ( Read more... )

Another Archon has come and gone. It didn't go nearly as bad as expected, even if it was still, you know, doomed before starting.. Every Archon seems to develop an name for me; a subheading if you will (the make-up con, the no-alchohol con, the not-really con, etc), and this one was definitely the "behave myself" con. I will honestly and truly say ( Read more... )

So, hmm.. What have you missed since I last posted here? Dated Too-Young-for-Me-Anyway Girl. Was actually a -really- fun, really enjoyable uh.. three weeks or so.. Then, it went right back to the perpetual letdown scenario that seems to be her thing, ending full-tilt with her dumping me for an ex, texting me every single day (literally) afterwards ( Read more... )

So, I'm havng a lot more trouble finding an apartment than I thought I would. It really sucks that I'm now having to contemplate going back down to mom's again, if I don't find something in St Louis within the next couple of weeks. I'll have to transport my stuff down to Arkansas, get re-settled, find a new job down there, celebrate my 30th ( Read more... )