so yeah. I havent been able to update lately. Mainly because my computer is jewish and freakin hates me! But lets go back starting with today I guess ( The days they pass so quickly )
dont blame me for us not hangin out out of school.. you're the one thats always working..and when your not working your with brock.. dont blame me gettin a boyfriend for us driftin apart.. we were supposed to hang out b4.. go to the movies.. you know it was your idea and all but you decided to go out with brock instead if i remember correctly.. you act as if i choose him over you.. and i didnt.. you think i like that my best friend and my boyfriend dont get along.. i fuckin hate it.. but i can deal with it.. you say you want me to be happy.. but then you make me feel like shit if i want to spend time with him.. its not my fault you hate him..or that he hates you.. maybe if you didnt bitch at him so much he might be able to stand you.. cuz lyndz you really do bitch at him a lot.. but you know magically you can stand him when i'm not around.. i dont get it.. am i what makes you bitchy to him?.. i dont see how i could be the problem but maybe i am.. i'm sorry that we dont hang out all the time like b4.. i'm sorry that i finally got a
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jessie, im not saying i blame you for it. i'm not saying that i dont want you to be happy. im saying im not happy that i dont get to see my best friend as often as i used to. i dont expect to spend every single day of the week with you jessie. i know i have work all the time, and yeah your right i do have a boyfriend. i spend like 1-2 days a week with him. i dont have a lot of spare time and when i do... its not good for you. So im not blaming you at all. Im not saying Jessie its your fault that i have a job and cant hang out with you like in the summer. im saying i miss you. i miss you alot. the fact that moses and i fight has alot to do with you yes. because like i've said. we fight over you. we fight for you attention. being your best friend and your boyfriend we both want to be payed attention too. and its hard for one person. so we wind up getting mad at each other. im kinda mad that you said i bitch at moses all the time and make him not be able to stand me. because you make it seem like im the whole problem when im not. yeah i
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i never blamed you for anything..about the whole you and moses not standing eachother.. i know that was his fault to.. i'm not puttin the blame on either one of you cuz the share is equal.. you dont know how much i hated you guys hating eachother.. not being able to be around eachother while i'm there.. cuz then it just makes it seem like you guys want me to choose..and thats the last thing i will ever do..i never expect anyone to choose me or someone else.. and i would hope no one would expect that from me.. thats one of the things that i hate most in life.. having to choose btween 2 ppl.. its gay and i refuse to do it.. i'm not sayin you wanted me to..or he did.. i'm just sayin thats how it seemed..i knew that you missed me.. i miss you too.. i guess its just different for me since i dont really have anything important to talk to you about.. im' not hiding anything inside..and if you are all you had to do was tell me that you needed to talk to me.. you know i'm always here.. moses doesnt take up all my nights.. i just never really
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random postthefirstdayOctober 12 2004, 18:20:30 UTC
Hi I was just reading some LJ's at random. And i have been there, my best friend skipped school to hang with her bo' and then freaking dropped out and we have been goign down hill ever sence. Hope thats not what hapenes to you. :( But yes "guys change everysingle thing" and her boyfriend hated me too, but i hated him back. So just keep you fingers crossed that it all works out in the end. and i will too. GOOD LUCK :fingers crossed:
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what the fuck is that supposed to mean?
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I was just reading some LJ's at random. And i have been there, my best friend skipped school to hang with her bo' and then freaking dropped out and we have been goign down hill ever sence. Hope thats not what hapenes to you. :( But yes "guys change everysingle thing" and her boyfriend hated me too, but i hated him back. So just keep you fingers crossed that it all works out in the end. and i will too.
GOOD LUCK
:fingers crossed:
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