LOL

Let me just say: The Internet is a very amazing thing.

i need more friends who are girls. women ( Read more... )

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the holidays are back ( Read more... )

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I am tired
Of what is about to come next
The longing stares
The warm touches
The wanting of what we lost
It’s a shame that to know how to love you
I needed to hate you
For you to see the beauty in me
You see the darkest side of my heart
And even though we loved too much
And too hard
Too harsh
We have our happy ending
You will look at her and
Want to ( Read more... )

I can’t even
Cry
You spit lies and you
Kiss lies
Hug lies
And stand staring at me
With lies pouring out of your eyes
And sinking into me, my clothes, my skin
My mouth open resounding
Hollow echoes of silence
Choked hurt
My open jaw filling and overflowing with the bitter taste of not my own tears, but of your drowning lies
The gurgling never quite hits your ( Read more... )

im feeling a bit more 'regular' lately. i think my sister coming over and bring some much-missed food helped. it's hard to beleive it's been a month i havent "really" been in my house.
WEIRD.
but i guess that's just something to get used to for, well, the rest of my life.

i had a strong craving for pizza today, and after climbing all on the walls, i ( Read more... )

i really have to perfect my method of studying/getting crap done. it's rediculous. my roomate is a bad influence on me, well, both of them, and even when i am by myself, all i  can think about is him.

He's doing great.
He is going about life just as he always had: cold, bitter, calculating, complex.
I'm doing okay.
I am hung over the fact that i really ( Read more... )

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