at first, i was elated at discovering the true reason why my relationships never work out.

but now...  [                               ]

sorry for this shit, i just wanna remember this.

this album is muy amazing: Andrew Bird's Bowl of Fire- Oh! The Grandeur

I'm having a secret affair with someone.

for REAL, for real.

and it's steamy.

the dorm life has been fun. school is... getting a tad crazy. im loving the whole fast internet bit, though, especially after losing my iPod. i've been in mood for a lot of electronica/hip hop lately, i.e. The Chemical Brothers, Chromeo, Gym Class Heroes, Girl Talk, Beyonce ( Read more... )

i think i lost my ipod.
fuck!

all this packing is driving me crazy. it is absolutely impossible trying to figure out what i really need.
i stood in front of one of my pantry cupboards for almost 20 minutes trying to think of what single spray will clean the entire bathroom. (im the cleaning products bitch out of the roomies). which is good, because ( Read more... )

wow. the old "El-Jay"... lately, ive been bumping into it now and again, and i think im gonna make a return. i need some practice stretching out my fingers for the scholarship essays i plan on writing for the next five years. anything to finance my damned education. sure, it's an investment, but the past 3 days ive had some semi-frustration with my ( Read more... )

Parallel universe, i'm living in ( Read more... )

family trouble. as always. i'm not in a phase of my life where once again i try to figure out where my parents will be in 5 years, or how i'm going to be different than them. statistically, i have divorce written all over me and my future husband. im willing to beat the odds ( Read more... )

yeah, so here's the casual gist of today: i wake up in a hazy deja vu because I had slept from 2:25pm saturday until 7:15am sunday morning. actually, i meant sunday, then i woke up monday, (wow.) that's like a whole day wasted, i was SO annoyed. I arose feeling as though i was in time an entire year later. i don't understand how i can keep having ( Read more... )

last week was pretty nice, but that's not the last time i wrote, so i'll do a fast forward:
the Art Brut show was freaking hot & wild!! seriously, though, most fatal show i've been to the whole year. 2 weeks afterwards, I developed a cyst in the area that recived the most trauma at the show-- my lower back, and went on medication for the pain. it ( Read more... )

someone should really strangle me before i down in this academic turmoil... eh, not turmoil, but im pretty freaking lazy, and i cant get out of it. the only thing i get motivated by is getting music. im scaring myself.
so is like just really freakily great this time of year? (despite ignorance of duties)
like... i've been running into people i used ( Read more... )

i was super-excited hearing about the new album, Garden Ruin. here's an accoustic version of  "All Systems Red," which will not appear on the album:

Calexico-All Systems Red

metric and islands was better than expected. i was pretty much there for islands, but then moshing for Metric was really awesome. me and Jason touched Emily Haines. she has an ( Read more... )