soo. i definitely need to stop running my mouth off. seriously. i get into so many unescessary situations that way...

there are no words left.

until the sun squints your eyes and
fill your body up inside until
the beaming through the teeth
will stream...

and it all will come pouring out.

im going to see Metric w/Islands tomorrow with like everyone ( Read more... )

so there's this guy i truly, truly, truly despise. hate his guts. he causes me such huge distress. he's a disease, and he seems to have my whole family fooled. but not me. i dont like what's he's done to them, and i believe he is the most deceptive person that i have ever met. he's moving away to Norristown. im glad. i never ever wish to see him ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning, and the sun was shining through the window. the sun. i didnt even see it yesterday, but it greeted me this morning in a beautiful sunrise.

ugh. do you wish to know what i saw behind this computer screen? someone has drawn a swastika on the white board behind the monitors... erased it. i dont believe someone did that. this ( Read more... )

it's a bit shameful how long it's taken for me to come around and update some more. i meant to write about something totally different last post, but it's not the norm to just announce a terrible thing like that and say: 'Hey!...life is awesome." it really was at the time, and i wasnt depressed or anything, it was just shocking.
i turned in a ( Read more... )

my enemies. well, not recently of yet, but there was some disturbing news presented to me yesterday. Okay, so this girl named April Ann stole my boyfriend way back when, and told him he wasnt to speak to me or hang out with me ever again, which he listened to (for the most part), and she would publicly make fun of me in front of the entire school ( Read more... )

Due to Arctic Monkeys' immense popularity due to their success in London, ABC, and the phenomena that is online music, the show has been sold out for a good while now. Which is insane, since it's another two months before the show.

i cant say im sad, there's another upcoming show im eager about: Be Your Own Pet w/Someone Still Loves You Boris ( Read more... )

...that may be my band in a few years, so keep your fingers crossed. people have been complaining about how they dont hear from me anymore. this includes my mother, my bestest buddies, etc. as far as my mother is concerned, it's the total opposite. im doing the best i can. it has been seeming like ive brought upon myself this humongous weight [once ( Read more... )

that rainstorm this morning was bitchin'. way intense. and the power in my house went out about 3 minutes before i had to leave. and the rain and wind blew my hair every which way after i just ironed it, but i truly didnt care... i love the rain. the only thing im pissed about is that my pants are soaked, and their really uncomfortable to sit in.

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there's a They Might Be Giants podcast(official), if anyone likes them.

Me: these days off are nice. martin luther king, jr. rocks!
pete: yeah, we should have more of those days. who was the lady on the bus?
Me: ummmmm.......Rosa Parks?
pete: yeah, we should celebrate that too.

sorry, that just cracked me up so much. i think black history month is ( Read more... )

i did have a dream last night. it's irrelevant right now ( Read more... )