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a little sad...
i am not sure what is wrong with me today. i am just feeling a little sad. or depressed of some sort. there is not much reason for me to feel this way but i do. i wish i knew how to control it. i went to blu last night and she helped but i am not sure of what the problem really is. i know it is a combination of things. and then me and my boyfriend ( Read more... ) -
my papa
well i guess my papa decided to get dialysis. so he will start today. my grandma now just told me that my papa will not get out of the hospital. so i guess he will be there until something happens. i just hate to see him like this. i am not sure on how to think or feel on all this. my mom said that she and my grandma broke down yesterday. ( Read more... ) -
the past week...
this past week has been one of the hardest to come by. my papa got really sick last week. so sick that he almost died twice. i missed a whole week of work and everything. i was in alb. he is in the heart institute. he does not seem to be getting better at all. even when i tell him to get better he just says he does not know if he can. i am really ( Read more... ) -
Not Sure When I Started This, But I Will Post Anyway
well i have been dealing with this ex issue. which i know should not even be an issue. but i am human so it is dwelling with in me. i guess i still have a lot of baggage i guess you can say in that department. It has been such a long and winding road when it comes to him. last night i was talking to blu. she let me see a few things that i was not ( Read more... ) -
last night...
well i have been dealing with this ex issue. which i know should not even be an issue. but i am human so it is dwelling with in me. i guess i still have a lot of baggage i guess you can say in that department. It has been such a long and winding road when it comes to him. last night i was talking to blu. she let me see a few things that i was not ( Read more... ) -
this past week...
things have been looking up lately. i am in better spirits most of the time. i feel like i am slowly going back to the person i once have been. but it has been a long road coming. but i like it ( Read more... ) -
a look back...
yesterday i am not sure on why i did this but i looked back and read old entries. i am not sure on why i did this but i did. i am at a different place than i was last summer heck even three months ago. i feel different i feel.. i am not sure on what i am feeling but i do know that it is different. but when i looked back on my life i realized how ( Read more... ) -
just a quick minute...actually long minute
i have been wanting to post for a few days now. i have so much going on right now. but the majority of it is that it is a ll good. except for one little thing ( Read more... ) -
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life in the past year...
well in a nut shell it sucked. but i decided in this entry that i would try to sum it up. i am not sure. right now i am feeling a lot of things. i am feeling sadness happiness, confusion, etc. you name it i feel it ( Read more... )