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something good, something bad
well i guess on to the bad first of all ( Read more... ) -
just here...
well i had to stay in this town one more day. like i said my water pump went bye bye. so that sucked. i have to miss work. i cant afford to miss work. but who knows maybe an extra day will do good ( Read more... ) -
fun.....
i actually had fun last night. i had a lot of fun. me and the ex friend became friends again last night. me and her made up and me and her husband made up. it was werid but good. at first it was kind of weird. we all went to dinner first. that was the first time we have talked in like seven years. i did not even know it was that long. we finished ( Read more... ) -
a week...
tomorrow will be a week since it has happened. i am not sure on how to feel about any of this. i keep on trying to get some answers but have been unable to get any. but since all this shit has happened i have not felt any stress. i have felt relieved in a weird sense. but i have been feeling such sadness in the past two days. i cant explain it. i ( Read more... ) -
just trying...
alot has happened this past weekend. stuff that i am not willing to share just yet. i had one of the best times i have had in a long time and also one of the worse times. it is hard to explain right now. i just know that it felt good again to laugh. to go out and do something. but in one instant it can be taken away just like that. everyting went ( Read more... ) -
just ok...
i have been trying to keep myself busy at home and at other places. a lot has happened in the past week. i am just sick of it all. i am not sure where i am going from here or what i will be doing. all i know is that i am trying to take the advice of other people and take it day by day. but who knows. i ahve not had a counseling appointment in a ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Vacation Time
What was your most memorable vacation, and why?
all my vacations have been memorable. never traveled much. but my most favorite ones have been the ones where i went to california. going to san diego and la and doing all that stuff. just the traveling. the beaches. everything about them have been great.... -
Writer's Block: In The Money
If you won $100 this afternoon, what would you do with it ( Read more... ) -
what more can i say ...
what else can i say that i have not already said. same thing just different day. what am i to do. do not know. although i did go to the counselor today. i do not know if tehre was much progress. or not. i told her all about my symptoms of what i am feeling right at this particular moment. but it was weird. she kept on telling me that i needed to ( Read more... ) -
just do not know...
i just do not know what to do anymore. there is so much going on in my life that i feel so out of control. i do feel like i might have some sort of a breakdown. and that is the thing i am trying to help myself the best that i know how. i have been doing things that i enjoy. getting out of the house, writing.. etc etc.... but they really do not seem ( Read more... )