yay! i got a car today! i'm so excited. i want to drive everywhere. i know all the excitement will be gone in like a week, so i want to take advantage of it while it's here. it's a black dodge stratus. '01 and it's got 25K miles on it. so it's not bad at all. we got it for 10,900 or somethin. so very happy. dad got a mustang too. we bought two ( Read more... )

I'm not quite sure what I feel right now. Part of me is really depressed. I'm not sure why. I've just been really down. I got my nails done today. That was nice. So an old friend called me today. He called and was so high he couldn't even speak right. I hate when they get like that. I almost got involved with all that, but I just can't do ( Read more... )

good morning world. my bird woke me up this morning. now it's super early and i'm awake. that sucks. gina left earlier. i love that girl. so last night dad let us meet his new girlfriend. she has got to go. she's really sweet, but she's a retard. she's such a dits, and she's a hardcore jesus freak. i don't mind christians, as a matter of fact, i ( Read more... )

so i haven't written in a heck of a long time. i've been everywhere. mom's mostly. i got my license. hooray. it was fun. me and alex went everywhere today. we went to say hello to that boy..but he wasn't home. then we went to say hello to that other boy. he and it brother were home. it was a little strange cuz i hadn't seen him in so long. on the ( Read more... )

So today was the first eventful day for a long time. I wouldn't say it was the most eventful day of my life, but I went shopping with Elliot, took my little bro out to eat, and then to get ice cream at ColdStone. I swear having a best friend that works at an ice cream store isn't the healthiest thing that's ever happened to me. I spend more time in ( Read more... )

So I think I'm going to like this journal thing, cause no one will ever read it but Alex, and I could care less if she does or not. I got in a fight with Brian today. Our friendship is over for good. It's kinda frustrating, cause he was a good kid, and super easy to talk to, but I guess it's for the better. I love Nicole. I can't wait until she ( Read more... )

yeah, so i already wrote today, but i'm bored and saw this...so i think i'll fill it out ( Read more... )

So today is really boring...as are most of my days during the summer. We're going to Santa Cruz on Wednesday, so that's exciting I guess. Today is an off day for thinking about him. I'm not depressed at all, I guess my mood just picks times to get really down and discouraged about it. I fell asleep thinking about it last night. I've got to quit ( Read more... )

Today was boring...a whole bunch of nothing. Alex came over, which was normal, but it gave me something to do. I'm being forced to keep this journal, but I guess it'll be good for me. I can't seem to stop thinking about him. It's really retarded, and I wish I could just delete the past two years out of my life. I would have never met him, I would ( Read more... )