The Day I Met You ( Read more... )

I was planning on going to college today, I didn't have to be in until 2 and I was so thrilled about that but then I as fucking usual slept through my alram and woke up now at around Oh 10 to 2. They tried kicking me out already because I had missed too much college so I hope I can pass this off as ill because my tutor and head of year could tell ( Read more... )

I was at Tash's house last night and got majorly pissed off with Flo again but I bit my tongue because I'm too much of a chicken to cause arguments ( Read more... )

I said to the doctors and my mum that I had no blades, I so lied, I have at least 9 somewhere and I'm about to find them ( Read more... )

multiple slits in wrist
hospital.
my family now knows.

i'm still in pain
I don't want to be here.

they ask me if i'm suicidal
I lie.

I am so sick and tierd of listening to your supposed words of wisdom, your knowledge because your 2 years older than me, you getting what you want, whenever you want it ( Read more... )

Crap week ( Read more... )

Drunkness has occured andrea whom is me is sloshed.

I want to type but botheredness is not here.

love me

wow i managed to add a mood icon go moi!

Oh my fucking God, how I want to punch that girl ( Read more... )

I wrote a mini letter to the counsellor (Pauline) telling her basically that I need help and gave it to her, I don't feel better for it but know that if something doesn't happen soon, I'm not going to be able to control myself and I hate not being in control of my life, it makes me vunerable and not safe. She'll talk to me about it next week ( Read more... )