I'm not going to do it.
give in.
I think not
i'm stronger (or so I say)

urgh i'm so confused and torn between the right thing and what I want

There has to be something more wrong with me than just the obivous stuff, I mean how could anyone cut while watching friends for God's sake. It is extremely funny and stupid and sometimes you can laugh until you cry but how can you cut while watching it. I am seriously screwed in the head. It's friends ( Read more... )

"Today is not going to be good" I say to Tash yesterday ( Read more... )

Ooo who just had a wierd image flash through her mind as she was dozing into a computer and guess what it was, me slit my own throat ( Read more... )

I stayed at Tash's house last night and we found some extremely beautiful icons, I swear you could drown in some of them ( Read more... )

just saving myself the ljcut code

( Tester )

Hmm, last night I was lying watching TV then reached for the blade and guess what happened next, but what was so fucking frustrating was the fact that I couldn't do my fucking forearm (fuck, fuck, shit, shit) I did my hip which killed by the way, especially when I got up and it split and then my upper arm and then I lost all passion for it ( Read more... )

I found a good site yesterday, well when i say good I mean interesting www.psyke.org
It has stories forums but even more interesting it has pictures, pictures I can't take my eyes off. mesmerizing pictures, dangerously enthralling pictures, maybe I should stop looking at the pictures.

Blankness is better than nothing at all, does that make sense
It makes everything feel better even if it isn't.
Blankness is contentment.

The Parent, banned me from the computer but she's not home now so HA ( Read more... )